I think this is a kink post, or just a confession im not exactly sure or what you would even call this if it is a kink, if it has a name. For a couple of years, I’ve used reddit as my outlet. Basic porn hasn’t done it for me for a while, so I came to reddit not lt exactly sure what to look for, but I found something. I’ve been masterbating probably more often than most girls would and probably started younger than most. Over time regular porn stopped doing it for me, I still don’t understand it honestly. But after coming to reddit and seeing how “real people” post nudes and videos I started getting turned on again. Older men do it the most for me, especially married ones for some reason. I like watching them cum in the videos and gifs they post. Something about how they are just “average” guys and not some mega huge porn stars do it for me that you see all the time really gets me going. Maybe because it’s because it’s someone that I could have a chance to walk by in public and never know it, I have no damn clue. I’m not sure if this is normal orrr even if I desensitized myself over time. But watching these random guys shoot thier loads get me going crazy, especially if they have a really pretty dick. I like to imagine they are covering my back, or stomach after pulling out, and like pretending I would take my fingers and clean it off by eating it. I’ve never actually don’t that but it’s fun to think about. I can’t go back to regular porn, it just doesn’t have an effect on me anymore and I’m not too sure if that normal or no.
