(f20) So for a while now I have had this I guess kink of wanting to fuck women regardless of being straight in every other way. Like don’t get me wrong I’m also sexually attracted to men but something about being with another girl gets me super excited, every curve, their reaction, their noises, everything. My first sexual experience was with a girl I was friends with, we were always pretty open about wanting to try new things and so we did on one night. I did most of the work and though all I got were some hickeys I felt like I was on cloud 9. We laughed about it afterwards and agreed that we had 0 residue feelings about the whole situation. The idea of a serious relationship with a women feels off to me and though I have tried to think about it as a possibility i don’t really feeling anything but platonic feelings for girls . It’s been a while since I’ve done anything besides play with myself though and I wonder if I’ll ever try it again
