I grew up with sexual repression in a Christian household. I was a farm girl till two years ago. For university, I relocated. I assumed I would be dating by now. I’m a little more attractive than normal, but I’m not really outgoing. Even though I have pals, they don’t go out.
I don’t want to lose my virginity to just anyone, which is my issue. A nice, manly boyfriend that looks after me and is obsessed is what I want. However, I sext, view porn, and masturbate for the most of my leisure time. Treating me like a slut is what I want. I want a beating and to be gangbanged. In my ass, I want a huge cock. Being paraded nude and humiliated is what I want.
I’ve gone on several dates, kissed a lot, had my tits sucked and played with, but my most common sexual experience has been holding a guy’s dick and kissing it briefly. I always give up at the last second. I feel like I’ll never stop once I start. I would like to, though. To be one of those females that fuck big dicks and submit them anonymously, I want to have sex constantly, have three guys in me at once, cuck guys, and post sex tapes online. However, I continue to live my life in this manner, one foot on one route and the other on another, knowing that I will probably regret having sex.
All day long, I enjoy watching porn, gangbang, hardcore, and the BBC together. I have a lot of gadgets and masturbate all day. Since I can’t get an orgasm from penetration and stroking alone, I eventually turn to vibrators. On the highest setting, I use them. I can ride my dildo, which is 30 cm long and 8 cm in diameter, with relative ease. I masturbate with strangers on video chat apps.
As an exhibitionist, I am. I frequently masturbate in public and on public transportation. I occasionally display myself when I’m overly aroused. Loose clothing and no underpants are included in this. Nip stutters, picking up objects off the ground and exposing my genitalia. This is how dozens of men have seen me nude. I don’t go out to clubs, but occasionally I go to the area where all the clubs are and act inebriated. I once completely popped out a tit.
On another occasion, I lied down and feigned to rest on a seat, exposing my pussy and ass. Since my breasts are small and I frequently wear loose blouses, you can see them when I bow down. I once went without underwear and wearing a long, baggy shirt to buy cigarettes. Nudity was prohibited at the beach where I once went unless you were changing. An cop walked by and warned me as I took my time. I have a thick bush on my ass and pussy and armpit hair, but sometimes I want to be looked at with distaste. I have accomplished a great deal more.
I want a massive cock to slug me while my folks look on and a large BBC deepthroats me. I’m too scared to be the slut I want to be. I urgently need some assistance.
