Background: Him and I are not a couple, but we sometimes have sex. We’re also not exclusive so no hard feelings (or so I thought).
Yesterday we met to hang out. At one point he asked me what I’ve been up to, so I tell him that I was out with some friends from uni and ended up going home with a male friend of mine (I don’t keep these things from him. I wanna be transparent about who I sleep with bc he does the same). He kinda nods and doesn’t respond, so we just continue chatting about whatever.
Later that night, we end up making out and he starts to undress me. I tell him right away that I’m out of condoms and that he needs to find one in his bag. He doesn’t have one either though, so we agree that he can fuck me for a bit and I’ll finish him with a bj. It wasn’t super risky bc I know I ovulated almost two weeks ago.
He then makes me get on all fours and stands behind me. Suddenly he GRABS my arms and holds them behind my back so my chest is pushed into the bed. He starts fucking me and goes pretty hard and deep right from the beginning. At some point I can barely keep up, so I collapse into the bed on my belly. He just goes to lie on me pronebone and penetrates me again. I tell him to be careful because he keeps thrusting faster and harder, but he just grunts loudly and says “No”.
Before I can react, he pushes his full body weight into me and starts cumming in me – I have NO clue wtf is wrong with me, but as soon as I felt him filling me up, I came sooooo hard 🙈 I still get wet when I think about it. Like the feeling of him pinning me down and pumping so much cum into me, and I was completely powerless to stop him… Ugh I can’t stop obsessing about it. This was the first time ever a man came in me and dominated me this way.